The King of Nowhere Asks the Demon Ice...

The King : and what have your trvals brought you? Demonic Ice : Knowledge about ppl, language, myself... a reality that the world is never as big as it seems and yet infinitely larger at the same timeThe King : and what have you learned from your times alone in the night, or from the times surounded by thousands in a city?Demonic Ice : alone in the night i have realized that I am usually the only person I can depend upon, the only person who cares and the only one who is awareDemonic Ice : and when in the city I realize none of that is really true unless I want it to beThe King : and have you had any rubs with things witch do not belong? Demonic Ice : everything belongs, wverything has a purposeDemonic Ice : whether one understands that purpose is what is needed to be askedThe King : What of things that have never been and never will be, are they nothing but the mirror to what is? Demonic Ice : possibly, but time is never a constant so what is may not be and what was could be yet againThe King : Ah, but these are things witch creep and hind in the edges of things, where what is and what isn't, is not as sure, and where magic still lives and the land can still speak Demonic Ice : Magic will always be and the land can never be silencedThe King : but, people can choose to ignor, and have done so, thus forced it to retreat into the woodwork from whence things here now used to populateDemonic Ice : ah but have you not noticed the things come backDemonic Ice : they can be displaced, but not replacedThe King : True, but I myself am no longer truely what I was, for touched i have been by things unseen, and interesting times never seem to leaveDemonic Ice : truly blessed are those the unseen things take notice ofThe King : or truely cursed, but it is most truely a two sided blade with wtch one is givenDemonic Ice : and the trick is keeping yourself from being cut by said bladeDemonic Ice : meditation, ritual, all such things aid that taskThe King : sometimes, rideing the winds of chance and luck, to let your self fall and fly in the sky of fate is all one would need to set themselves free, but with taht freedom comes the chance of never coming backDemonic Ice : trueThe King : unless of course, there was someone you forgot to bring with you, someone very dear and close to your heart, for love can lead the blind and sing to the deaf. And you will always find your way back, when it is true at lest.Demonic Ice : You should keep such writings for dark timesDemonic Ice : hold onto them in journalsThe King : the dark times have been here for some time now

English some more

Ok, for the essay thingy an outline!Form-Love *historical based*Tragic end*Unrequented love story, Romeo and Juliet with out touching.-R&R *based on ledgend*happy ending*Romeo and Julet, with a happy ending!-Both * Love stories*

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:x: name = Alex :x: piercings = Yes.:x: tattoos = No. not yet:x: height= 6 foot:x: shoe size = 13 mens:x: hair colour = dark blonde with red and brown highlights:x: siblings = One sisterLAST...:x: movie you rented = Batman Returns, for media studies:x: movie you bought = The Changeling and Ladyhawke:x: song you listened to = Our Lady Peace - In Repair:x: song that was stuck in your head = I Dream of Jeanie theme:x: cd you bought = Umm, Handheld, from there Masonic show a while back:x: cd you listened to = The Orignal Four Seasons by Venessa Mea:x: person you've called = I never call anyone:x: person that's called you = Katherine:x: tv show you've watched = Umm, I think family Guy:x: person you were thinking of = Sylvia, she sent me a message on my LivejournalDO...:x: you have a crush on someone = Meh, I did have a few, too bitter right now :x: you wish you could live somewhere else = I don't want to live anywhere, I want to travel.:x: you think about suicide = Used to, now I'm all like, "but, it's so much better making other people realize what stupid children they are.":x: you believe in online dating = Nah, never worked for me, but then again, I have never really dated.:x: others find you attractive = Nope, I'm ugly as an ass. :x: you want more piercings = A few, I want my ear done some more, maybe something else:x: you like cleaning = Nope, I love the Chaos of a messy desk or room:x: you like roller coasters = I'm afraid of hights:x: you write in cursive or print = My writing is chicken scrathesFOR OR AGAINST...:x: long distance relationships = Pro Choice:x: using someone = Depends:x: suicide = Pro Choice:x: killing people = No, use them!:x: teenage smoking = Pro Choice:x: driving drunk = Bad, no drive dunk:x: gay/lesbian relationships = Yay!:x: soap operas = Pro ChoiceHAVE YOU...:x: ever cried over a girl= Almost:x: ever cried over a boy = Almost:x: ever lied to someone = I like to think of it as colourful language:x: ever been in a fist fight = nope:x: ever been arrested = I forgetWHAT...:x: shampoo do you use = I like the herbal shit, it smells good:x: shoes do you wear = Boots!:x: are you scared of = That I'm right about everythingNUMBER...:x: of times I have been in love? = I don't know:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = I have a heart?:x: of hearts I have broken? = I think a few at lest 2. :x: of boys/girls I have kissed? = 4 or 5 girls, 2 boys:x: of people you've obsessed over who wouldn't date you: Meh, I prefer not to disclose, lets just say a few:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = at lest twice:x: of scars on my body? = None anymore, I heal fast:x: of things in my past that I regret? = Meh, it's in the past, I only wish I didn't hurt peopleDO YOU THINK YOU ARE...:x: pretty - Nope :x: funny - More so than some people:x: hot - Well considering the nuber of one night stands, I must be at lest warm:x: friendly - Saddly yes:x: amusing - Always love to make em smile:x: ugly - As an ass:x: loveable - Some people say so:x: caring - Sadly yes:x: sweet - More peopel say so:x: dorky - At timesfavorite:5 letter word: PENIS!actor/actress: Matthew Broadrick right now, and Micheal PhifferCandy: RuntzCartoon: Grim and EvilCereal: OATMEAL!Color(s): Blue and GreanColor nail polish: Black or none, red if your wearing a nice dressLeast fave day: Tuesday, it's just evil damnitFlower: Bleeding HeartsJello flavor: Lime GreenJewelry: My Mushroom, or silver music, or Carbuncle, or Pierat SkullsSpecial skills/talents: Umm, I can do a few things, I thinkSummer/Winter: Summer NightsTrampolines or swimming pools: Swimming pools|| Person who last.. ||Slept in your bed: My CatSaw you cry: Don't remember, I think most of the people at teh funeralMade you cry: SteveYou went to the movies with: MyselfYelled at you: Karly BradenSent you an email: Sylvia/Livejournal|| Have you ever.. ||Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes, I allways mean what I say, even if it's not true later onGone out in public in your pajamas: Last weekKept a secret from everyone: Yes, I still doCried during a movie: A few...Planned your week based on the TV Guide: NopeBeen on stage: I loved itBeen to New York: I wanna goBeen to California: I wanna go at nightHawaii: I wanna go at nightChina: I want to goCanada: Nope, I'm from MississaugaEurope: I wanna goAsia: I wanna goSouth America: I wanna goAustralia: I wanna goWished you were the opposite sex: I wished I could change my sex back and forth at willWhat time is it now?: MidnightApples or bananas?: Both!Blue or red?: blueWalmart or target?: Whats target?Spring or Fall?: FallWhat are you gonna do after you finish this?: Sleep.. possiblyWhat was the last meal you ate?: PizzaAre you bored?: AlwaysLast noise you heard?: Dog Barking and gunshotLast smell you sniffed?: Nothing, I'm all stuffed up|| Friendship/Love ||Do you believe in love at first sight?: YesDo you want children one day & if so, how many?: Don't think so, maybeMost important thing to you in a friendship is: The fact taht I can help them and we enjoy each others company|| Other Info ||Criminal record?: None I can think ofDo you speak any other languages?: I can barely speak englishLast book you read: Blackwood FarmName some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: All the little things that mean meWorst feeling in the world: Loss of what could have beenWho you love: The people who need my loveWho you miss: myself|| You ||Nickname(s): Lastat, Schmendrick, Justalex, Tarot Dude, and FreakInitials: ajcHow old do you look?: 18-28How old do you act?: around 18 or 5Glasses/Contacts: glassesBraces: need themDo you have any pets?: Cat Dog and Giant Dust BunnyYou get embarrassed: more tahn you thinkWhat makes you happy?: Music, Art, Sex, Dancing, Actting, knowing people careWhat upsets you?: The way things are going|| Finish the sentence: ||I Love to... beI Miss... meI Wish... afarI Hope... on starsI'm Annoyed by... myselfI Am... nothingI Want to Be... what people wantI Would Never... remeber the badI'd Rather... be insane than the sameI Am Tired of... the bordomI Will Always be... here for those in need

Well, I...

Well, I took a whole bunch of Peel workplace appitude tests, and these are the jobs, I should go into...Curator (I would enjoy working in a museum, I think I wanted to since I read Relic)Photographer (I love to take pictures, but I doubt I'm good enough to actual make a living)Actor/Comedian (well all the teachers say I should act, meh, maybe)Secondary School Teacher (Yes! The power trip! Mwahahahahaha!!! You thought Smith was bad)Painter (I enjoy this, but again, not good enough)Art Teacher (Now look who's destroying the hopes and dreams of future artists!)Psychic Consultant (Call me now!!!)Herbalist (I think this would be a good job for me)Funeral Director (Six Feet Under)Circus Performer (I was carnie AND a clown)Private Investigator (My cousion is one, looks fun, in a risking life sort of way. SAM AND MAX!!!)Nuclear Medicine Technologist (Yay!)

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http://students.peel.edu.on.caYes, so I have to write this comparitive essay and I have 3 days to do, and they expect me to use the computers here at school, deffinatly not the right place to write anything! I think I will do it on the Chinese and Indian love stories, Love Must not be Forgoten by Zhang Jie and Ramu and Rani by Ibal Ahmad I liked them the best. I figure the thesis can be something like, "Stupid western children, who have no empathic ability, are too insenseitive to comprehend the underlying themes in these stories." I think thats good enough, and they idiots and children.

It is interest...

It is interesting in reflection how stupid and vapid my peers can be, I of course cannot claim to be a paradigm of learning or a perfect student, but at lest I try to understand what is being taught to me. I spent the period reading the short story that was assigned to read, and found it rather moving, the literary devices were of little interest to me, it was the underlying story is what did it for me, between the lines was something wonderful and sad at the same time, and as I finished reading griped with emotion at what I found in this piece, just in time to see people sleeping or saying they don’t get it. How underdeveloped do you have to be not to understand an underlying feeling in a piece of writing, everything ever written to express is charged with feeling. I really cannot comprehend how someone could not be able to connect with this, how can they even function in real life if they can not even glaze the basic feeling of a simple story, what happens when they fall in Love, how would they know would they just walk by blindly? I know I could barely hope to know what to do, I would know when I felt it, but to think these people would be totally unaffected makes me extremely frightened, makes me think that in the end all that will win is the boredom and mundane. Where has all the magic gone?

All I ca...

All I can say is that my life is pretty plainI like watchin' the puddles gather rainAnd all I can do is just pour some tea for twoand speak my point of viewBut it's not sane, It's not saneI just want some one to say to meI'll always be there when you wakeYa know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry todaySo stay with me and I'll have it madeAnd I don't understand why I sleep all dayAnd I start to complain that there's no rainAnd all I can do is read a book to stay awakeAnd it rips my life away, but it's a great escapeescape...escape...escape...All I can say is that my life is pretty plainya don't like my point of viewya think I'm insaneIts not sane...it's not sane.

Hey, Jude, d...

Hey, Jude, don't make it badTake a sad song and make it betterRemember to let her into your heartThen you can start to make it better Hey, Jude, don't be afraidYou were made to go out and get herThe minute you let her under your skinThen you begin to make it better. And any time you feel the pain, hey, Jude, refrainDon't carry the world upon your shouldersWell don't you know that its a fool who plays it coolBy making his world a little colder Hey, Jude! Don't let her downYou have found her, now go and get herRemember, to let her into your heartThen you can start to make it better. So let it out and let it in, hey, Jude, beginYou're waiting for someone to perform withAnd don't you know that it's just you, hey, Jude,You'll do, the movement you need is on your shoulder Hey, Jude, don't make it badTake a sad song and make it betterRemember to let her into your heartThen you can start to make it better

everyth...

everything is fleetingone must grab hold of thingsor they will surely disappearOne is truely lucky if they can findthat they are looking forand even more so when they can keep itbut in the end it's all a dreamand in the morning your alone as beforeand all the haze and bubbles in the worldcan't save us from that factthat forever we are aloneand only for a short whilecan we cling to each other in a warm embraceuntill we become afraid and forgetthat witch was wonderful and sweeteverything tender bruses, but will healperhaps then we could try again.

Al...

All that you touchAnd all that you seeAll that you tasteAll you feelAnd all that you loveAnd all that you hateAll you DistrustAll you saveAnd all that you giveAnd all that you dealAnd all that you buybeg, borrow or stealAnd all you createAnd all you destroyAnd all that you doAnd all that you sayAnd all that you eatAnd everyone you meetAnd all that you slightAnd everyone you fightAnd all that is nowAnd all that is goneAnd all that's to comeAnd everything under the sun is in tunebut the sun is eclipsed by the moon.

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Jess's Party was great, but a bit nutty.I had lost of fun just being sober. I kept on teasing Cara, but I hope I didn't hurt her feelings, I know it sounds lame, but I really hope I didn't. A whole shitload of people came, most of who I didn't know. Out of the whole lot I would have to make my list of people I would love to with at a party again or just hang out with would be:Jess, Lilly, and MartinaTom, PJ, and SteveMike, Phil, and Peter.On the whole these people were the best of the party, and for the most part everyone there was fine, except all those people that kept goving dirty looks and trashing the place, I have already begun to set the forces of evil and chaos out to kill and maim them. Peter's piano playing was supurb, I especily loved his redion of Hurt and Mellen Colle and the Infinate Saddness the best. Too, bad Phil was so drunk he kept on saying that crappy cow bell joke over and over till he passed out on the couch.The next morning I wake up at 9 and sit there being teh only one awake, untill Jess's dog Bosly starts to whine and i let him out. So i am sitting there with Phil who had just woken up, and then begin to wonder where the hell the fucking dog went. I look outside hoping that he was just at the end of Jess's humungus yard, but end up going out to look for him, I found the dumb mut out of the backyard and have to get and drag him back. At this point Phil fell asleep again and has taken up the whole couch. Meh, so anyway, after much talk and debate, I leave with Pj and Steve, and begin walking back to my house, right when we split up I meet Martin at the go station and decide to hang around to say hi to Grant, and they tricked me into going to Square One with them.They decided to stop at teh Goodwill on the way and I found this totaly kick ass red leather trench coat that fir me, I complained about teh price and had it reduced to $15 and Grant and Martin both pitched in for it, so I now owe them boons worth about 6 bucks each. So we walked to teh mall and hung around untill it closed. Martin found this lighter that sends a nasty shock when someone tries to use it, (the look he got in his eye when he was using it on himself was priceless) he of course handed it to me and Grant, shocking Grant, and not effecting my gloved hands. We also bitched about teh high price of older video games, visted the pet shop, attemped to find anything well priced at games workshop, and get a giggilo's bussiness card handed to us in spencer's. We had some sushi, and tehn went to teh collectors place. When we got there I found that they had tons of changeling books on sale for like 7 bucks a book! I had no money so I have to go back later in the week. Grant's mom gave me a drive home, and that was the end of Alex's wekend before the new semester.Tomorrow I start my new classes, Photography, English, Drama, and Art! Best semester ever!!!Good Night!

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pick a s...

pick a star in the sky and sing it song. It may sound silly but what would be wrong. if you were to sing to a star. For it would hear you and be happy to know someone noticed it.

pairood...

pairooduraibaa is piledriver

Blue ...

Blue Jello is the way to be.

Alex's big...

Alex's big list of books he wants to read!The Color of Magic by Terry PractchettThe Light Fantastic by Terry PractchettEqual Rites by Terry PractchettMort by Terry PractchettSourcery by Terry PractchettBlood Canticle by Anne RiceThe Witching Hour by Anne RiceLasher by Anne RiceThantos by Anne RiceAlice in Wonderland by Lewis CarrollThrough the Looking Glass by Lewis CarrollThe Wonderful Wizard of Oz by L. Frank BaumThe Magic of Oz by L. Frank BaumRinkitink in Oz by L. Frank BaumThe Scarecrow of Oz by L. Frank BaumDorothy and the Wizard in Oz by L. Frank BaumOzma of Oz by L. Frank BaumThe Marvelous Land of Oz by L. Frank BaumThe Emerald City of Oz by L. Frank BaumGlinda of Oz by L. Frank BaumThe Tin Woodsman of Oz by L. Frank BaumThe Road to Oz by L. Frank Baummore to come

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Ok, I have been possesed by my Super Nintendo.I am looking for copies of these games and will pay for them.Donkey Kong Country 2: Diddy's Kong QuestThe Legend of Zelda: A Link to the PastEarthboundChrono TriggerSecret of Mana Super Mario KartSuper Mario All-starsFinal Fantasy 2 Pocky & Rocky 1 and 2Yoshi's Island Breath of Fire 1 and 2Illusion of Gaia ActraiserThe Twisted Tales of Spike McFangDracula XTetris & Dr. MarioMega Man XKirby Super Star Harvest MoonThe Lost VikingsMario is MissingEVOSim EarthSoul BladeA whatever else there is...i need a life

Is it raining?...

Is it raining? Is it snowing?Is a hurricane a-blowing?Not a speck of light is showing,So the danger must be growing.Are the fires of Hell a-glowing?Is the grisly reaper mowing?Yes, the danger must be growing,For the rowers keep on rowing,And they're certainly not showing,Any signs that they are slowing!- Charlie and the Chocolate factory

Which Rin...

Which Ringwraith are You?By LisaStupid people in charge.Which of Lisa's Obsessions are You?By LisaI am looking for a new book.

Review ...

Review of Alex's crappy month (So Far)Holidays - Sucked, was bored to death and really guilty. Fought with my dad alot, and spent most of my time being grumpy on the computer. Got to meet my uncle Tomas and his wife Adenia, which was cool, but also got to learn how bad my grandfather's life and the lives of his kids was. In general, wholely depressing.New Years - Have a great time at my friend Sylvia's party, it felt like I was with family, really cozy.First Week Back at School - Monday back I was trying to stay positive, I failed all my courses as far as I knew and kept having a nagging feeling at the back of my head. The next day I have a psychologist appointment, lots of trouble getting there but it went well, was in and out and set up two more appointments one alone and the other with my Mom Dad and Sister. Later that night we got a call from the hospital, I was told my Mom was there and didn't look like she would make it through the night. My Grandparents came down and drove us to Credit Vally Hospital. I saw my Mom for the first time in a year since I cut off all contact with her, and for the last time alive. She had taken a mouths worth of her lithium and passed out hitting her head and falling into the bathtub. No one had found her for two days, she was in a coma. I spent the next day at school in a daze. On Wesday morning she died, my aunt Cheryl saw her go. We went there at 6, but she was already gone, I went in and saw her body, it didn't look alive, the respirator was still in it, making it look like she was breathing, but the skin was already a greenish yellow, she was on her way. The sun was in my eyes the ride back and I wanted to go to school, not wanting to be with my family. We didn't even know what we were going to do and it seems now as if it was so long ago. I couldn't get up the next day, and ended up late or something I don't remember that clearly, this is when I started to ask my friends if they would come to the funeral service. On Friday, Denise, Shannon, and my Dad went to my Mom's place to pick up her stuff. She had four cats, they have been alone in there with out food for at lest a week. The smell must have been unbareable, and the place looked like it was ransacked. Katherine, Blue, Scott and Jordy came over and proceeded to try to cheer me up, I was in a such a state that I was intellectuizing everything so they didn't have much luck. My Kindergharden Teacher Mrs.Lawerence wrote my a beautiful letter that made me cry. My Dad got home with what they could salvage. Shannon Denise and him proceeded to get as drunk as possible. Later on speculation of it not being suicide sprang up, but was written off as drunken thoughts. The funereal was held on Tuesday at the Sheriden United church, which has a room named after my Grandpa inside. Katie's step Dad was the reverend that overlooked the ceremony. I was so happy to see how many people came to saport me. It so overwhelming the service went through and I could just feel everyone paying so much attention. I was the first to say goodbye and I still hold in my heart that she is on her way.The aftermath: Well I still am fucked up by this, I need to sort it out, doesn't help with exams, failing, and not really having someone to spill my guts to and hold me. Meh, I am going to get through this. Yesterday my oven decided to try to blow up, I stopped it before it could, but not before my sister could make my live just a little bit worse my phoning my dad. I am glad Brandon is here for me right now, despite his own misery. I hope I can help him. The big upper of the day was doing my media presentation on Tim Burton It felt great. But today was really depressing, I have given up on passing and am now just trying to get ready for next sumesster. I was given a perfect on the presentation and a high mark on a history test, which just seemed to magnifies the fact that I couldn't do anything. So, already feeling like shit and not wanting to deal with anything, Miss Cole came and started yelling at me for failing, saying I had to bring my mark up and that I had ADD. I Finally snapped and told her I didn't have ADD and I was fed up with everyone telling me I did, and that I was also fed up with being told it was a crutch to hold me up, she got pissed and let me know. Now she is going to be on my case for the rest of the year. So if I fail one more class I will be thrown out, at lest thats what she says, and yet I rarely skip, and am not on contract. I want to be out of this fucking contact program and her get the fuck away from me, I don't want to deal with this shit, I am going to pass the rest of my classes and I know this, I also know I was going to fail all of these ones. Please just make it all go away and let me relax or at lest give me a chance to find someone I will be motivated to do this for, because I don't like me, I need someone else.Ok, that is all...A Fatalistic Bowl of Petunias

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Thanks for al...

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A is for - Age: 16B is for - Boyfriend/Girlfriend: none, so lonelyC is for - Career in future: Something funD is for - Drugs: I'm high on life, but I does like the odd joint or drinkE is for - Essential item to bring to a party: Tarot CardsF is for - Favourite song at the moment: Climbing to the Moon by The EelsG is for - Guy/Girls you've kissed: Umm, 5 girls, 1 guyH is for - Hometown: MississaugaI is for - Instruments you play: ...wish i could...J is for - Job title: SchmendrickK is for - Kids: None, thank youL is for - Living arrangement: with my Dad and sister, kill meM is for - Money: always have it when I need it mostN is for - Number of people you've slept with: 6, none if sleeping counts...O is for - Overnight hospital stays: umm, none that i can think ofP is for - Phobia[s]: CommitmentQ is for - Quote you like: "Ask me no questions, I will tell you no lies." Puss in BootsR is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: a month, and she was a psychoS is for - Sexual position: Anyway they want, until I get comfortableT is for - Time you wake up: umm, around nine is niceU is for - Unique Trait: FangsV is for - Vegetable you love: I like meatW is for - Worst habit: Breathing?X is for - X-rays you've had: DentalY is for - Yummy food you make: NoodlesZ is for - Zodiac sign: Tarsus

Go se...

Go see Millennium Actress, even if you hate Anime.It was such a lovely thing, a piece of art. The story blended so well with the images and music. It was a bittersweet pleasure.It has set me to dreaming some more. So many ideas, I can't get them down...A murder by moonlight...Many suspects all with reasons...The ex who abandoned them all...The proud son who walks in his fathers shadow..A daughter who lives for thrills and nothing else...Another that lies and deceives...A son that cannot speak...One that is in trouble with the one he loves...A step Mother who's heart is broken..Her Niece who tries to weave spells...and son who tries keep it together...(actually this is just based on what would happen if my Grandfather died, gods forbid, but it would make an interesting story...)Mystery, intrigue, and much more...

Happy New YearI just got back from Dave and Sylvia's party. And I enjoyed myself greatly. Martin got totaly wasted and passed out and Sylvia extreamly tippsy. I got to have some interesting conversations with several people, and lucky had almost none about LARP, (even though there were plenty of those.) I found myself being put on the girls team and being dubed "Sandy" by Ron, for a game of mad gab when I got in the door after a long walk from the Go with Martin. I had my one drink for the night, whisky and coke, and procided to sing Trogdor the Burninator with Jess and Martin. I then had a grand chat about art and music with Matt away from everyone and LARP, it was nice I even decided to lush a skech of Saytr Natalie in a wooded grove. Out on the Balcony Sylvia and Jess were talking about how they loved not getting periods and Bisexuality and how it was emotinal and not just phsyical. 3, 2, 1, Happy New Year with a bunch of clinks of glass and all was merry and full of Empty Promises. Time for a walk, Matt, the army guy, Jess, Sylvia, myself, and Martin, many drunk and stubleing made our way to Rabba Market for some food. Martin decided to sit agianst a wall looking like he belonged in Toronto more than Oakville. Sylvia took a qauter and tried to call a freind but made a wrong call. and Jess was getting a bit randy. Ron asked me if I would like to be the Changeling guy for O:BT, so I need to get as much info as possible. Candace was nice enough to give me a ride home with a rather intoxicated Matt Lan, and we talked about videogames, and it all just seemed so delightfuly impossible. This is the first time I have ever looked forward and happily to a new year and I just have to thank everyone who made this day great and not what I'm used to. This was my best new years and is truely appreciated.