I'm just ...

I'm just really bored and wasting time...(I really should start writing stuff again...meh)......... that is all.

The King of Nowhere Asks the Demon Ice...

The King : and what have your trvals brought you? Demonic Ice : Knowledge about ppl, language, myself... a reality that the world is never as big as it seems and yet infinitely larger at the same timeThe King : and what have you learned from your times alone in the night, or from the times surounded by thousands in a city?Demonic Ice : alone in the night i have realized that I am usually the only person I can depend upon, the only person who cares and the only one who is awareDemonic Ice : and when in the city I realize none of that is really true unless I want it to beThe King : and have you had any rubs with things witch do not belong? Demonic Ice : everything belongs, wverything has a purposeDemonic Ice : whether one understands that purpose is what is needed to be askedThe King : What of things that have never been and never will be, are they nothing but the mirror to what is? Demonic Ice : possibly, but time is never a constant so what is may not be and what was could be yet againThe King : Ah, but these are things witch creep and hind in the edges of things, where what is and what isn't, is not as sure, and where magic still lives and the land can still speak Demonic Ice : Magic will always be and the land can never be silencedThe King : but, people can choose to ignor, and have done so, thus forced it to retreat into the woodwork from whence things here now used to populateDemonic Ice : ah but have you not noticed the things come backDemonic Ice : they can be displaced, but not replacedThe King : True, but I myself am no longer truely what I was, for touched i have been by things unseen, and interesting times never seem to leaveDemonic Ice : truly blessed are those the unseen things take notice ofThe King : or truely cursed, but it is most truely a two sided blade with wtch one is givenDemonic Ice : and the trick is keeping yourself from being cut by said bladeDemonic Ice : meditation, ritual, all such things aid that taskThe King : sometimes, rideing the winds of chance and luck, to let your self fall and fly in the sky of fate is all one would need to set themselves free, but with taht freedom comes the chance of never coming backDemonic Ice : trueThe King : unless of course, there was someone you forgot to bring with you, someone very dear and close to your heart, for love can lead the blind and sing to the deaf. And you will always find your way back, when it is true at lest.Demonic Ice : You should keep such writings for dark timesDemonic Ice : hold onto them in journalsThe King : the dark times have been here for some time now

English some more

Ok, for the essay thingy an outline!Form-Love *historical based*Tragic end*Unrequented love story, Romeo and Juliet with out touching.-R&R *based on ledgend*happy ending*Romeo and Julet, with a happy ending!-Both * Love stories*

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:x: name = Alex :x: piercings = Yes.:x: tattoos = No. not yet:x: height= 6 foot:x: shoe size = 13 mens:x: hair colour = dark blonde with red and brown highlights:x: siblings = One sisterLAST...:x: movie you rented = Batman Returns, for media studies:x: movie you bought = The Changeling and Ladyhawke:x: song you listened to = Our Lady Peace - In Repair:x: song that was stuck in your head = I Dream of Jeanie theme:x: cd you bought = Umm, Handheld, from there Masonic show a while back:x: cd you listened to = The Orignal Four Seasons by Venessa Mea:x: person you've called = I never call anyone:x: person that's called you = Katherine:x: tv show you've watched = Umm, I think family Guy:x: person you were thinking of = Sylvia, she sent me a message on my LivejournalDO...:x: you have a crush on someone = Meh, I did have a few, too bitter right now :x: you wish you could live somewhere else = I don't want to live anywhere, I want to travel.:x: you think about suicide = Used to, now I'm all like, "but, it's so much better making other people realize what stupid children they are.":x: you believe in online dating = Nah, never worked for me, but then again, I have never really dated.:x: others find you attractive = Nope, I'm ugly as an ass. :x: you want more piercings = A few, I want my ear done some more, maybe something else:x: you like cleaning = Nope, I love the Chaos of a messy desk or room:x: you like roller coasters = I'm afraid of hights:x: you write in cursive or print = My writing is chicken scrathesFOR OR AGAINST...:x: long distance relationships = Pro Choice:x: using someone = Depends:x: suicide = Pro Choice:x: killing people = No, use them!:x: teenage smoking = Pro Choice:x: driving drunk = Bad, no drive dunk:x: gay/lesbian relationships = Yay!:x: soap operas = Pro ChoiceHAVE YOU...:x: ever cried over a girl= Almost:x: ever cried over a boy = Almost:x: ever lied to someone = I like to think of it as colourful language:x: ever been in a fist fight = nope:x: ever been arrested = I forgetWHAT...:x: shampoo do you use = I like the herbal shit, it smells good:x: shoes do you wear = Boots!:x: are you scared of = That I'm right about everythingNUMBER...:x: of times I have been in love? = I don't know:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = I have a heart?:x: of hearts I have broken? = I think a few at lest 2. :x: of boys/girls I have kissed? = 4 or 5 girls, 2 boys:x: of people you've obsessed over who wouldn't date you: Meh, I prefer not to disclose, lets just say a few:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = at lest twice:x: of scars on my body? = None anymore, I heal fast:x: of things in my past that I regret? = Meh, it's in the past, I only wish I didn't hurt peopleDO YOU THINK YOU ARE...:x: pretty - Nope :x: funny - More so than some people:x: hot - Well considering the nuber of one night stands, I must be at lest warm:x: friendly - Saddly yes:x: amusing - Always love to make em smile:x: ugly - As an ass:x: loveable - Some people say so:x: caring - Sadly yes:x: sweet - More peopel say so:x: dorky - At timesfavorite:5 letter word: PENIS!actor/actress: Matthew Broadrick right now, and Micheal PhifferCandy: RuntzCartoon: Grim and EvilCereal: OATMEAL!Color(s): Blue and GreanColor nail polish: Black or none, red if your wearing a nice dressLeast fave day: Tuesday, it's just evil damnitFlower: Bleeding HeartsJello flavor: Lime GreenJewelry: My Mushroom, or silver music, or Carbuncle, or Pierat SkullsSpecial skills/talents: Umm, I can do a few things, I thinkSummer/Winter: Summer NightsTrampolines or swimming pools: Swimming pools|| Person who last.. ||Slept in your bed: My CatSaw you cry: Don't remember, I think most of the people at teh funeralMade you cry: SteveYou went to the movies with: MyselfYelled at you: Karly BradenSent you an email: Sylvia/Livejournal|| Have you ever.. ||Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes, I allways mean what I say, even if it's not true later onGone out in public in your pajamas: Last weekKept a secret from everyone: Yes, I still doCried during a movie: A few...Planned your week based on the TV Guide: NopeBeen on stage: I loved itBeen to New York: I wanna goBeen to California: I wanna go at nightHawaii: I wanna go at nightChina: I want to goCanada: Nope, I'm from MississaugaEurope: I wanna goAsia: I wanna goSouth America: I wanna goAustralia: I wanna goWished you were the opposite sex: I wished I could change my sex back and forth at willWhat time is it now?: MidnightApples or bananas?: Both!Blue or red?: blueWalmart or target?: Whats target?Spring or Fall?: FallWhat are you gonna do after you finish this?: Sleep.. possiblyWhat was the last meal you ate?: PizzaAre you bored?: AlwaysLast noise you heard?: Dog Barking and gunshotLast smell you sniffed?: Nothing, I'm all stuffed up|| Friendship/Love ||Do you believe in love at first sight?: YesDo you want children one day & if so, how many?: Don't think so, maybeMost important thing to you in a friendship is: The fact taht I can help them and we enjoy each others company|| Other Info ||Criminal record?: None I can think ofDo you speak any other languages?: I can barely speak englishLast book you read: Blackwood FarmName some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: All the little things that mean meWorst feeling in the world: Loss of what could have beenWho you love: The people who need my loveWho you miss: myself|| You ||Nickname(s): Lastat, Schmendrick, Justalex, Tarot Dude, and FreakInitials: ajcHow old do you look?: 18-28How old do you act?: around 18 or 5Glasses/Contacts: glassesBraces: need themDo you have any pets?: Cat Dog and Giant Dust BunnyYou get embarrassed: more tahn you thinkWhat makes you happy?: Music, Art, Sex, Dancing, Actting, knowing people careWhat upsets you?: The way things are going|| Finish the sentence: ||I Love to... beI Miss... meI Wish... afarI Hope... on starsI'm Annoyed by... myselfI Am... nothingI Want to Be... what people wantI Would Never... remeber the badI'd Rather... be insane than the sameI Am Tired of... the bordomI Will Always be... here for those in need

Well, I...

Well, I took a whole bunch of Peel workplace appitude tests, and these are the jobs, I should go into...Curator (I would enjoy working in a museum, I think I wanted to since I read Relic)Photographer (I love to take pictures, but I doubt I'm good enough to actual make a living)Actor/Comedian (well all the teachers say I should act, meh, maybe)Secondary School Teacher (Yes! The power trip! Mwahahahahaha!!! You thought Smith was bad)Painter (I enjoy this, but again, not good enough)Art Teacher (Now look who's destroying the hopes and dreams of future artists!)Psychic Consultant (Call me now!!!)Herbalist (I think this would be a good job for me)Funeral Director (Six Feet Under)Circus Performer (I was carnie AND a clown)Private Investigator (My cousion is one, looks fun, in a risking life sort of way. SAM AND MAX!!!)Nuclear Medicine Technologist (Yay!)

English

http://students.peel.edu.on.caYes, so I have to write this comparitive essay and I have 3 days to do, and they expect me to use the computers here at school, deffinatly not the right place to write anything! I think I will do it on the Chinese and Indian love stories, Love Must not be Forgoten by Zhang Jie and Ramu and Rani by Ibal Ahmad I liked them the best. I figure the thesis can be something like, "Stupid western children, who have no empathic ability, are too insenseitive to comprehend the underlying themes in these stories." I think thats good enough, and they idiots and children.

It is interest...

It is interesting in reflection how stupid and vapid my peers can be, I of course cannot claim to be a paradigm of learning or a perfect student, but at lest I try to understand what is being taught to me. I spent the period reading the short story that was assigned to read, and found it rather moving, the literary devices were of little interest to me, it was the underlying story is what did it for me, between the lines was something wonderful and sad at the same time, and as I finished reading griped with emotion at what I found in this piece, just in time to see people sleeping or saying they don’t get it. How underdeveloped do you have to be not to understand an underlying feeling in a piece of writing, everything ever written to express is charged with feeling. I really cannot comprehend how someone could not be able to connect with this, how can they even function in real life if they can not even glaze the basic feeling of a simple story, what happens when they fall in Love, how would they know would they just walk by blindly? I know I could barely hope to know what to do, I would know when I felt it, but to think these people would be totally unaffected makes me extremely frightened, makes me think that in the end all that will win is the boredom and mundane. Where has all the magic gone?